The tiny reminder....

Some people asked me..
Why did I choose to do pediatric...
They wondered ...isnt it hard and terrible to work with kids...
That tiny miny little things...
They dont speak..they cant tell what the problem
Their vein are small....their heart too...
The illnesses are complicated...
The medication too...
They are so fragile..
They are sensitive....

So why do I choose to be stucked in here..?

I always give all the reason that I could think of...
They don't complain...so they dont bug me...yet the parents do..infact..that the hardest part...
They don't complain...so they dont mind im taking the blood....yet they moved, they cried, the tiny vein just collapse and bunk...
The diseases are interesting.....yet interesting enough, sometime we dont know what is the problem...

They are cute little things.....they are honest....they are amazing....they are magical....and I guess...that what is true about it....

It was last wednesday.
And I was oncall that day...
Was suppose to take the routine weekly blood for this tiny premature baby...
Who had this list of problem that he suffered...

So as I made my way to meet him...
Before I could switch on the light..
I was amazed to see him....
He look so calm inside...
He look so safe..
He look so alive....
And at that time...I always know...I had choosed the right path...

It is hard to explain ...
Why I choose this field...
But being with them...
Doing what I'm doing..
I feel so much satisfied...
So much in love..
and so much human...
And always reminded by how great Allah the Almighty is...

So I can't help but to share his calmness and tranquility,
Despite all the trouble and problem he had suffered...
Allah make him survived..
and protect him...safe and calm...as we can see....

Hmm..about the blood taking....
Being human...I decided...I will leave him alone..
Until the morning come....